On Ordinary Occasions, I Can Swagger About And Smoke My
Pipe, And Lie About My Channel Experiences With The Best
Of them.
But when there is what the captain calls "a bit of a sea on," I feel
sad, and
Try to get away from the smell of the engines and the
proximity of people who smoke green cigars.
There was a man smoking a peculiarly mellow and unctuous cigar on
deck when I got there. I don't believe he smoked it because he
enjoyed it. He did not look as if he enjoyed it. I believe he
smoked it merely to show how well he was feeling, and to irritate
people who were not feeling very well.
There is something very blatantly offensive about the man who feels
well on board a boat.
I am very objectionable myself, I know, when I am feeling all right.
It is not enough for me that I am not ill. I want everybody to see
that I am not ill. It seems to me that I am wasting myself if I
don't let every human being in the vessel know that I am not ill. I
cannot sit still and be thankful, like you'd imagine a sensible man
would. I walk about the ship - smoking, of course - and look at
people who are not well with mild but pitying surprise, as if I
wondered what it was like and how they did it. It is very foolish
of me, I know, but I cannot help it.
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