Far Away And Long Ago A History Of My Early Life By W. H. Hudson








































































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But the contest could not be abandoned; devil or reason, or whatever
it was, must be overcome, else there was - Page 327
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But The Contest Could Not Be Abandoned; Devil Or Reason, Or Whatever It Was, Must Be Overcome, Else There Was

No hope for me; and such is the powerful effect of fixing all one's thoughts on one object, assisted no

Doubt by the reflex effect on the mind of prayer, that in due time I did succeed in making myself believe all I wished to believe, and had my reward, since after many days or weeks of mental misery there would come beautiful intervals of peace and of more than peace, a new and surprising experience, a state of exaltation, when it would seem to me that I was lifted or translated into a purely spiritual atmosphere and was in communion and one with the unseen world.

It was wonderful. At last and for ever my Dark Night of the Soul was over; no more bitter broodings and mocking whispers and shrinking from the awful phantom of death continually hovering near me; and, above all, no more "difficulties" - the rocky barriers I had vainly beat and bruised myself against. For I had been miraculously lifted over them and set safely down on the other side, where it was all plain walking.

Unhappily, these blissful intervals would not last long. A recollection of something I had heard or read would come back to startle me out of the confident happy mood; reason would revive as from a benumbed or hypnotized condition, and the mocking voice would be heard telling me that I had been under a delusion.

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