Naturally, He Looks
Eagerly Forward To The Time Of Escape, Which He Fondly Imagines Will
Be When His Boyhood Is Over And He Is Free Of Masters.
To come back to my own case:
I did not and could not know that it was
an exceptional case, that my feeling for nature was something more
than the sense of pleasure in sun and rain and wind and earth and
water and in liberty of motion, which is universal in children, but
was in part due to a faculty which is not universal or common. The
fear, then, was an idle one, but I had good reason for it when I
considered how it had been with my elder brothers, who had been as
little restrained as myself, especially that masterful adventurous
one, now in a distant country thousands of miles from home, who, at
about the age at which I had now arrived, had made himself his own
master, to do what he liked with his own life. I had seen him at his
parting of the ways, how resolutely he had abandoned his open-air
habits, everything in fact that had been his delight, to settle down
to sheer hard mental work, and this at our home on the pampas where
there were no masters, and even the books and instruments required for
his studies could only be procured with great difficulty and after
long delays. I remember one afternoon when we were gathered in the
dining-room for tea, he was reading, and my mother coming in looked
over his shoulder and said, "You are reading a novel:
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