He Was A Mile Or Two Miles Away From The Trenches,
But The Fact That He Was There, And That It Was Smolenski Who Was
Giving The Orders, Was Enough.
Few had ever seen Smolenski, but his
name was sufficient; it was as effective as is Mr. Bowen's name on a
Bank of England note.
It gave one a pleasant feeling to know that he
was somewhere within call; you felt there would be no "routs" nor
stampedes while he was there. And so for two days those seven
thousand men lay in the trenches, repulsing attack after attack of
the Turkish troops, suffocated with the heat and chilled with sudden
showers, and swept unceasingly by shells and bullets - partly because
they happened to be good men and brave men, but largely because they
knew that somewhere behind them a stout, bull-necked soldier was
sitting on a camp-stool, watching them through a pair of field-
glasses.
Toward mid-day you would see a man leave the trench with a comrade's
arm around him, and start on the long walk to the town where the
hospital corps were waiting for him. These men did not wear their
wounds with either pride or braggadocio, but regarded the wet sleeves
and shapeless arms in a sort of wondering surprise. There was much
more of surprise than of pain in their faces, and they seemed to be
puzzling as to what they had done in the past to deserve such a
punishment.
Other men were carried out of the trench and laid on their backs on
the high grass, staring up drunkenly at the glaring sun, and with
their limbs fallen into unfamiliar poses. They lay so still, and
they were so utterly oblivious of the roar and rattle and the anxious
energy around them that one grew rather afraid of them and of their
superiority to their surroundings. The sun beat on them, and the
insects in the grass waving above them buzzed and hummed, or burrowed
in the warm moist earth upon which they lay; over their heads the
invisible carriers of death jarred the air with shrill crescendoes,
and near them a comrade sat hacking with his bayonet at a lump of
hard bread. He sprawled contentedly in the hot sun, with humped
shoulders and legs far apart, and with his cap tipped far over his
eyes. Every now and again he would pause, with a piece of cheese
balanced on the end of his knife-blade, and look at the twisted
figures by him on the grass, or he would dodge involuntarily as a
shell swung low above his head, and smile nervously at the still
forms on either side of him that had not moved. Then he brushed the
crumbs from his jacket and took a drink out of his hot canteen, and
looking again at the sleeping figures pressing down the long grass
beside him, crawled back on his hands and knees to the trench and
picked up his waiting rifle.
The dead gave dignity to what the other men were doing, and made it
noble, and, from another point of view, quite senseless. For their
dying had proved nothing. Men who could have been much better spared
than they, were still alive in the trenches, and for no reason but
through mere dumb chance. There was no selection of the unfittest;
it seemed to be ruled by unreasoning luck. A certain number of
shells and bullets passed through a certain area of space, and men of
different bulks blocked that space in different places. If a man
happened to be standing in the line of a bullet he was killed and
passed into eternity, leaving a wife and children, perhaps, to mourn
him. "Father died," these children will say, "doing his duty." As a
matter of fact, father died because he happened to stand up at the
wrong moment, or because he turned to ask the man on his right for a
match, instead of leaning toward the left, and he projected his bulk
of two hundred pounds where a bullet, fired by a man who did not know
him and who had not aimed at him, happened to want the right of way.
One of the two had to give it, and as the bullet would not, the
soldier had his heart torn out. The man who sat next to me happened
to stoop to fill his cartridge-box just as the bullet that wanted the
space he had occupied passed over his bent shoulder; and so he was
not killed, but will live for sixty years, perhaps, and will do much
good or much evil. Another man in the same trench sat up to clean
his rifle, and had his arm in the air driving the cleaning rod down
the barrel, when a bullet passed through his lungs, and the gun fell
across his face, with the rod sticking in it, and he pitched forward
on his shoulder quite dead. If he had not cleaned his gun at that
moment he would probably be alive in Athens now, sitting in front of
a cafe and fighting the war over again. Viewed from that point, and
leaving out the fact that God ordered it all, the fortunes of the
game of war seemed as capricious as matching pennies, and as
impersonal as the wheel at Monte Carlo. In it the brave man did not
win because he was brave, but because he was lucky. A fool and a
philosopher are equal at a game of dice. And these men who threw
dice with death were interesting to watch, because, though they
gambled for so great a stake, they did so unconcernedly and without
flinching, and without apparently appreciating the seriousness of the
game.
There was a red-headed, freckled peasant boy, in dirty petticoats,
who guided Bass and myself to the trenches. He was one of the few
peasants who had not run away, and as he had driven sheep over every
foot of the hills, he was able to guide the soldiers through those
places where they were best protected from the bullets of the enemy.
He did this all day, and was always, whether coming or going, under a
heavy fire; but he enjoyed that fact, and he seemed to regard the
battle only as a delightful change in the quiet routine of his life,
as one of our own country boys at home would regard the coming of the
spring circus or the burning of a neighbor's barn.
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